Unorganized at its finest...I couldn't find my own blog

So I have forgotten all about this. I asked a friend how to start a blog and she had to go and tell me I already had one. Oops. Maybe I should pay more attention. But I am in a crazy time of my life and I want to update and put all my crazy thoughts out there so stay posted for more as I learn what to do =)

3 more days

So I only have 3 more days left of this being larger than life pregnant thing. I am very uncomfy an tired. Instead of enjoying these last 3 days with just my 2 boys...I am so tired and looking for help. Plus it is a Holiday weekend that my hubby has to work which means- no one available to take the kids to get their energy out. Oh well. It will just be a tv marathon with me snoring on the couch. That works, right?

Blogging

Was told today I dont blog enough. But then i figured I have so much drama in my life right now that I am not willing to share that I am left with nothing to blog about. So what does one blog about when real life is too personal to blog?

Truth

I was in the kitchen yesterday when I hear a slapping sound from the playroom followed by A. crying. Both boys come running toward me very, very fast. A. is holding his cheek and T. has this look f panic. T. wants to get him the booboo ice but when I ask what happened I had to hold back a laugh. T. looked me straight in the eye and uttered " I did NOT hit him in the face" Have to love it. He is trying not to get in trouble but ended up telling me exactly what happened. And it isn't the first time he has done it. "I did NOT hit him with my cup" "I did NOT pee on the floor". Love that little boy

Play date

I describe my oldest as in need of an audience. Everyday he asks who is coming over to play. And not that he is completely interactive yet but he is getting there. But he plays better if another child (besides brother) is nearby. But take away the audience and he is a fly stuck on me. So I prefer play date after play date. I admit I am a lazy play date host. I prefer it mostly at my house- my comfort zone and i park my prego belly in a chair an rarely get up. I pointed out to a friend my observation of T and his need of an audience. She looked at me and said "Don't you think it's also you that needs an audience". I had to think about it for awhile and realized how right she was. Think about it. How often does the day go by faster when we have friends over. Or do we call a friend just to chat while we do laundry. My days go by faster when shared. In knowing this i should try to slow down and enjoy my days with just my boys...but instead I'm opening up my house....WHO WANTS A PLAY DATE =)

Faith

Having blind faith is one of the hardest thinks one could ever do. Jumping off the cliff hoping the bungee cord pulls you back up. Right now I am putting everything in Gods hands and knowing he has a bigger and better plan. Even bigger and better than I can ever imagine. The hard part is releasing my hold on things and giving it up to God. Why do us Christians have such a hard time giving up control even when we know he can control it better? Here is to faith...and jumping off the cliff!

Tents and Tunnels

I just spent all morning under my kitchen table, surrounded by blankets. First we used the tent as a movie theater. We watched all those slides on the view finders. Remember them. The little circle disks that you put it some contraption and you clicked a handle to see the next picture. We have about 100 of those slides so this morning I enjoyed a little Dora and picture of the White House. great mix of slides. Then came the hot wheels. Nothing beats cars going through the giant tent tunnel. This is when I jumped ship. The boys can have their own fun now.